We've been slowly saying some goodbyes. It feels weird to me. It's sad & freeing at the same time. I can never quite pinpoint my emotions because my heart is such a mix of wanting people close, but also wanting to push them away & run.
A lot of people I've known at church for years & years, been in meetings or groups with them, but not known terribly well...so I know goodbye is really goodbye, because we are not close enough to really keep in touch.
The few close friends, the ones I love, I know I will see again. They will still be in my life. But still it will change, just because we won't be in close proximity anymore. I am notoriously bad at picking up the phone & calling people, & awkwardly uncomfortable on Face Time...so we'll see how this goes :)
Anyway, 16 days. I'm scared, I'm nervous. That's what life all about, doing things that scare you a bit. It will be awesome!
P.S. I've decided that Virginia Woolf & I share a bit of the same brain. Love her!
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