My head is in a sad place today, so I'm trying to trudge through the muck. You know how you think your life is going pretty good, but then someone drops a little information bomb on your lap, & suddenly you see things in your present & the past with different eyes? Anyway, without hashing out the whole mess...I'll just say, it sucks, & I'm trying to navigate through.
So with that, & my general melancholy, I feel a little bit like I don't want to pursue anything right now. Like I'm in mud or quicksand & don't know how to pull my feet out, & which way to go. I was possibly going to look for a job out here, in my new digs soon, but I feel the last few days like "what's the point"? I'm back in a place where I have to figure shit out in my life again, find a purpose.
Well, that was uplifting. I'm reading that over(which isn't half of what's swimming in my head) & am thinking I sound like a real downer...ha ha. Whatever, just letting some of it trickle to the surface. I've never been good at being fake.
My folks & brother just came to visit for a few days. We took them all over, to Rocky Mountain National Park, to Boulder, & the town of Golden. Good visit, I think they had fun.