Wednesday, January 2, 2013
New Year: Day 2
Looking back over what I wanted to accomplish last year, I realized a little something(ok, maybe I already was aware)....I lack discipline. I wanted to write & illustrate a little book, but apparently I was hoping it would magically appear on paper. I have the ideas swirling in my head, but when it comes to sitting down in a quiet place & actually putting pen to paper(or fingers to keyboard), it's pretty hard to focus. Maybe this is why I found it hard to concentrate on my studies in school? Excuses, excuses. Anyway, I think if I want it bad enough, I will make it happen.
I have some goals for myself this year, I think the big ones have to do with my thinking, which can be a hard thing to change, & is a continual process. I really want to be ok with my age & my looks. I feel like I've gotten more accepting of myself, but still have a long way to go. I want to be ok with turning 39 soon....so I will be working on that! I also would like to clean up my language, which can not be so great when I get angry or upset. I want my words to be kinder & match what is in my heart(most of the time :) Those are a few of things I will be working on in the coming 12 months. Excited to do some new races this year...running, biking...a little swimming. New things to create. 2013 will be awesome!
Have a very Happy New Year!
I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart---Vincent Van Gogh